January 2010
69 posts
No, really.
I’m never getting drunk again or binge drinking again. Last friday was too much to bear while I puked 4-5 times. On the expressway, at home, outside Takashimaya and downstairs my house.
Bar hopping is not good. Highlander -> Clinic -> Hooters -> Attica
My saturday and sunday then consisted of recovery, more puking and diarrhea.
Well good that I slept so much too since I got up...
“The opposite of love is not hate, it’s indifference.”
– Elie Wiesel (via artpixie)
no . no . no.
I’m so annoyed with these blackheads on my nose. I’ve been trying to get rid of them for WEEKS! I’ve been using this:
photo credit is not mine!
…And it sucks. It does take out the blackheads/whiteheads.. But mostly whiteheads. It causes more damage to my skin because of the glue and pulling effect and my skin around my nose area has been peeling because of this. They...
HAITI SIX DAYS LATER. →
This is disastrous. My heart really goes out to them and their families. I could never imagine something so terrible.
txtsfrmlstnght:
(269): I just learned that your liver regrows itself every 2 months. Best news I’ve heard all week.
“もしも願う一つだけ叶うなら、君の側で眠らせて、どんな場所でも良いよ。”
– Utada Hikaru’s Beautiful World
14323.) You will never love him as much as I do.
(via blogsecret)
14350.) I'm afraid of the world, and its...
(via blogsecret)
we all have our insecurities.
“Goodness knows, the wicked cry alone. Nothing grows for the wicked. They reap...”
– Wicked- No One Mourns The Wicked
Shit.
Staying up is not good for me. No no no. I don’t get enough Vitamin D and that doesn’t heal the scars on my hands.
Need to be happy and going out again. I need to get a job and get out of this rut. Until, of course, I eventually join a certain airline. I stress just how much I’m dying to get in. I’m willing to do just about anything!
-Lose weight? No problem!
-Cut your...
Ugh.
I have to go out tomorrow to
1) Get whatever is remaining of my pay which is probably just $50.
2) Return my books.
The days are dwindling and becoming bleak. I need to find a part time job asap although I would gladly love to mope around at home… I need money. And CNY can’t come any faster so yeah.
I also have a case of red eyes everytime I put on my contact lenses… Can...
Love ME. Choose ME.
14259.) Yes, I ignored your call on skype; I don't...
(via blogsecret)
This is it.
My eyes have been opened and I have realized the truth. You and I can never work no matter how many times we try. You are just a habitual liar and you can never change. Disrespecting my privacy is one thing, but lying about it is another.
I can’t believe how stupid and weak I’ve been, believing you time after time again. I feel like killing myself for being so stupid.
I will not go...
“The man that was in front of me- He was willing to marry me. I push him away, I...”
– The Lakehouse
I........
I’ve been reading some of my really old entries in my private blog. Some of them just brings backs feelings that…. I don’t want to relive. But then again, having those feelings made me feel alive.
31 October 2007 @ 12:01 am done.
His visa got denied. But he told me to wait until the end of december. I’ve been crying for 4 hours straight....
